it's empty.
so many things running in mind.
i'll go crazy =x
i do not know how long i can hold on.
i need him.
he has his own troubles too.
has to worry for me and himself, i don think i should add on burdens to him.
sch work isn't manageable at all.
disappointment.
yea, i didn't put in efforts.
i tend to run away from reality.
how far can i run?
who can i run to?
can i stop school and let everything ends here?
the answer is no, i cant.
i'm just a O lvl cert holder.
cant find any good jobs.
money.
without that, i cant survive.
i know i shouldn't emo at such hour.
my health isn't good too.
i want to cry.
yet my tears not flowing.
somehow, it's dead.
perhaps, i'm just a living dead.
an empty shell.
p.s if you happen to read this, ignore it. i just need some space.
lost for words.POSTED BY -sk- ON Friday, May 16, 2008 @ 12:22 AM
